Hellooooo.

 As I have thought about what to blog about I can't seem to find anything I really want to talk about and I'm sorry. I really wanted to get in the groove of blogging weekly. But I just can't find something I want to write about lately. Hopefully soon I will be able to find something but for now I just want to point out that as is November 1. I have a concert in 14 !!! That is right, my 5 seconds of summer concert is in 2 weeks! And I could be any happier! I will, write about the concert at some point once I get back from California! But for now, we will see if I can think of anything to blog about! 

Xx- Mariah     

Oops.. This ones quite random as well!

     Wow. As I sit here at work I think of all the things I want to accomplish this year and things I have planned. For the past week I've been running atleast a mile every single day. Some days it's really hard because I'm tired an I have homework. But I just force myself to do it. WHY? Well, as lame as it sounds I want to be healthier for the concert I'm going to in November (which was in my last post. You should go and read it! 😊) It gives me a day to where I want my goals reached. But you know if I get to meet them, and I just so happen to have some abs. That can't do any harm, right? Lol. 

     But I truly have been wanting to get healthier but I just couldn't find the motivation to do so. But when this came up, me and my best friend made a deal with eachother that we would exercise daily. And we both have held up. Surprisingly! 

   I'm just way to excited for this concert so I'm sorry you'll pretty much hear about how excited I am for this for the next 63 days. Sorry! 

Xoxo - Mariah 

Oops.. ( This is a very random post )

     Oops! I'm sorry that I haven't written a post in well, a long time! I've been so busy getting ready for school an deciding on colleges and all of that fun stuff when you grow up and become an adult. But don't you fret! I think I've finally decided on where I want to go! And I am so excited for what's to come! I just need to get my application and forms all filled out and then I will let you all know where I'm going and what I'm going into! (Hint: it's not in the US) 

     MORE exciting news! I'm going to a concert in November! (Whoop!) I'm excited to announce that I am going to the 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER concert at the Forum on November 15, 2014!! (LA, CALIFORNIA) I honestly don't think I've been this excited for a concert in my life! For those of you who don't know who this amazing band is let me elaborate for you -

There are four boys from Sydney, Australia . Their names are Ashton, Michael, Luke, and Calum. They are not a boy band, so don't worry about that! A lot of their influences are GreenDay, Blink-182, and things along those lines! I am completely in love with them! (Luke is favorite, shhh!) When I first found these four boys, I couldn't believe my eyes, they were amazing even when they were fairly young! I saw them on YouTube a few years ago! And boy, and I glad I did! They make such good music and are hilarious! And I cannot wait until November when I finally get to see them in concert and *fingers crossed* get to meet them! That would defiantly be a dream come true to say the least.

      I want to say all the exciting things I have planned for after this year. But I don't want to jinx is or anything so for now I will keep it to myself! If I do get accepting to where I want to go and study at I would be in a different country for three whole years! Which to be honest would be absolutely amazing and I probably wouldn't want to leave after that!  Can you imagine me getting up and leaving quaint little Utah for three years! This has been my dream for the longest time I never want to stay here forever, I've always wanted to go and experience things. And live my life to where I can tell all these exciting stories of where I've been and what I've done. Even if I don't get accepted into the university I am still planning on moving to this place anyway. 

     My problem is that if I go to this country I won't come home. I know myself to well. I know I will fall In love with this country and the things they do and everything about the place, and the people. And that is scary to say the least I shouldn't be willing to drop everything and buy a plane ticket at 17. Most girls my age just want a boyfriend or more clothes. I just want to get an go and not tell anyone where I am going. I want to be able to find myself and have fun. And if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't care I don't want someone that will hold me back from experiencing things. I want to be able to go somewhere without worrying about what *he* would think or having him call/text me constantly. I want to go and have fun with no worries. So with or without someone I am going and I'm not telling anyone ( well, maybe besides my family :) ) Will anyone care once I leave? Who will call worried that I'm gone? Who will just forget about me until I come home (if I do) ? These are the questions I ask myself whenever I plan more for this trip. Which by the way I have ha planned since I was in the eighth grade. 

   My question to you is, What would you do if you weren't afraid of what was to come or what people would think of you? Where would you go if you had the chance to get up and go without anyone? 

SUMMER

The summer has finally arrive and maybe just maybe I will find sometime to actually find some time to blog. I haven't had any time to write this year. So I will truly try to write this summer! HAVE A GREAT ONE!

Review!

I have been thinking so much lately.. I can't keep focus without going insane. Anyway enough about me.
    The Fault In Our Stars: wow! All I can say is Wow! It was such an amazing book, I could read it over and over again. It was so inspirational. I high suggest reading it.
    I actually had   a lot more to say I just can't keep my thoughts straight. So until next time:
Thanks for reading!
MariahLee.xxx.

Life.

    Lately I have been just thinking about my life and just life in general. Like why do I have to wait for my prince charming. How long do I have to wait.. And thinking about feelings I have been having towards this boy that I know I shouldn't like. Its at a point where I just get frustrated because I know that I will never tell because I don't want to ruin the friendship that I have with this boy. I've kept my feeling bottled up for so long that I am going insane. I guess considering he is so important to me and I finally found a boy I can trust with anything i'm still scared of getting hurt, since it has happened so many times before. I know that he won't hurt me but i'm scared of just jumping off the edge into the unknown. So, I have a question for all of you is it worth the risk or do you wait till the prince comes in on a white horse?

Terrible blogger; the holidays; anything and everything.

      Yes, I know I have been the absolute worst blogger right now. And with the new year I will try and keep with doing one once a week. ( Fingers Crossed ) My life has just been so busy that I practically forgot that I even had  a blog. OOPS! But finally my life has slowed down a bit.
      Christmas was fun, went to my dad this year. Which was fantastic while everyone up in Utah were freezing I was enjoying warm-er weather. Over the "break" I finally turned 17 thank the gods above I feel like it has taken forever. One more year and I will officially be an adult! Scary! But also something I am very excited for. I'm ready to get my life started!
      New year's resolutions? I do in fact do these, but most of the time fail because I become too busy or just forget about it till half way through the year. But this year I am determined to do them! SO, this year here are my New year's resolutions:
1. Get healthy and fit!
2. Try new things.
3. Enjoy life more, and be happier.
4. BLOG MORE.
5. Save money.
And many more.
    Right now, I am reading "The Fault In Our Stars" by John Green. And so far it is one of my favorite books. It's a very sad but also very good. I high recommend it! Also my new favorite band would have to be The Vamps. They are a British band. They have a "Indie" feel to them, which I love! Also they are very attractive guys! I would listen to them if you are a fan of indie-ish rock or just cute boys! (:
    Even though I know not many people actually read this I like to because it lets me say what I want with out being criticized on what I am saying. But if you do read these and want me to write about some thing feel free to comment on what you want to read, i would gladly write about it for you!
Thanks for reading!

Mariah Lee.xxx.