MORE exciting news! I'm going to a concert in November! (Whoop!) I'm excited to announce that I am going to the 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER concert at the Forum on November 15, 2014!! (LA, CALIFORNIA) I honestly don't think I've been this excited for a concert in my life! For those of you who don't know who this amazing band is let me elaborate for you - 
There are four boys from Sydney, Australia . Their names are Ashton, Michael, Luke, and Calum. They are not a boy band, so don't worry about that! A lot of their influences are GreenDay, Blink-182, and things along those lines! I am completely in love with them! (Luke is favorite, shhh!) When I first found these four boys, I couldn't believe my eyes, they were amazing even when they were fairly young! I saw them on YouTube a few years ago! And boy, and I glad I did! They make such good music and are hilarious! And I cannot wait until November when I finally get to see them in concert and *fingers crossed* get to meet them! That would defiantly be a dream come true to say the least.
I want to say all the exciting things I have planned for after this year. But I don't want to jinx is or anything so for now I will keep it to myself! If I do get accepting to where I want to go and study at I would be in a different country for three whole years! Which to be honest would be absolutely amazing and I probably wouldn't want to leave after that! Can you imagine me getting up and leaving quaint little Utah for three years! This has been my dream for the longest time I never want to stay here forever, I've always wanted to go and experience things. And live my life to where I can tell all these exciting stories of where I've been and what I've done. Even if I don't get accepted into the university I am still planning on moving to this place anyway.
My problem is that if I go to this country I won't come home. I know myself to well. I know I will fall In love with this country and the things they do and everything about the place, and the people. And that is scary to say the least I shouldn't be willing to drop everything and buy a plane ticket at 17. Most girls my age just want a boyfriend or more clothes. I just want to get an go and not tell anyone where I am going. I want to be able to find myself and have fun. And if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't care I don't want someone that will hold me back from experiencing things. I want to be able to go somewhere without worrying about what *he* would think or having him call/text me constantly. I want to go and have fun with no worries. So with or without someone I am going and I'm not telling anyone ( well, maybe besides my family :) ) Will anyone care once I leave? Who will call worried that I'm gone? Who will just forget about me until I come home (if I do) ? These are the questions I ask myself whenever I plan more for this trip. Which by the way I have ha planned since I was in the eighth grade.
My question to you is, What would you do if you weren't afraid of what was to come or what people would think of you? Where would you go if you had the chance to get up and go without anyone?
