ATL CONCERT

Well it's been months since I posted but in my last post I talked about going to the all time low concert. And well I went last Friday and all I can say that wa hands down the bet concert I have ever been too. The feeling they bring to the stage is one of a kind. Even though I was stuck in the mosh pit and being thrown like a rag doll for the opening acts I enjoyed every second of it! I even met some amazing friends that i hung out with the entire time! If any of you get the chance to see ATL (all time low) live DO IT. I honestly don't think you will regret it! I love the music and they are pretty freaking hilarious. Well it's late and I must be going to sleep soon. Much love. ❌⭕️❌⭕️ - M 

Well I'm a failure.

I am a failure at blogging. I AM MAJORLY FAILING. I'm sorry. I really am I just get distracted and well I guess you guys would get it. Life is so busy and I can't find the time to do anything. 

I promise that I would talk about the 5 seconds of summer concert at the forum in California. And I will do that right now... to start off let's just say it was simply .. AMAZING. I was having the time of my life, singing and dancing to all of the songs. And yes.. They are real! Crazy to think that they were so close to me.. Still wish I could have met them because let's be honest who wouldn't want to. I bet you are all thinking the same thing. " I bet she thought she had a chance with them" And to be honest I did and still do. How can you not, I mean yes they are celebrities and have girls throwing themselves at them but still that slight slight chance that he could think I'm the one for him. The what ifs in life are very hard to decide for me.. Do I go with te what ifs or not? I guess we will have to see.  Anyway back to the concert.. I was planning on meeting some of my friends from twitter but with the crowds and everything I couldn't find them nor would my anxiety let with the large crowds. Though I didn't let anxiety rule my life because this is something I had wanted for months.. I wasn't going to let it ruin my night. I got to enjoy the music and enjoy to view (lol) it I was so happy I couldn't keep the smile off my face for weeks! There is just something tht band does to me. When I'm feeling down and no in can help me or understands I can put them on and block out the world. And be able to get back to my normal self. 

It amazes me how much music and bands can affect my life. Well I will rudely try and blog more.. 

Bye for now.

XOXO Mariah 

Ps.. I'm going to an ALL TIME LOW CONCERT IN MAY. 

Hellooooo.

 As I have thought about what to blog about I can't seem to find anything I really want to talk about and I'm sorry. I really wanted to get in the groove of blogging weekly. But I just can't find something I want to write about lately. Hopefully soon I will be able to find something but for now I just want to point out that as is November 1. I have a concert in 14 !!! That is right, my 5 seconds of summer concert is in 2 weeks! And I could be any happier! I will, write about the concert at some point once I get back from California! But for now, we will see if I can think of anything to blog about! 

Xx- Mariah     

Oops.. This ones quite random as well!

     Wow. As I sit here at work I think of all the things I want to accomplish this year and things I have planned. For the past week I've been running atleast a mile every single day. Some days it's really hard because I'm tired an I have homework. But I just force myself to do it. WHY? Well, as lame as it sounds I want to be healthier for the concert I'm going to in November (which was in my last post. You should go and read it! 😊) It gives me a day to where I want my goals reached. But you know if I get to meet them, and I just so happen to have some abs. That can't do any harm, right? Lol. 

     But I truly have been wanting to get healthier but I just couldn't find the motivation to do so. But when this came up, me and my best friend made a deal with eachother that we would exercise daily. And we both have held up. Surprisingly! 

   I'm just way to excited for this concert so I'm sorry you'll pretty much hear about how excited I am for this for the next 63 days. Sorry! 

Xoxo - Mariah 

Oops.. ( This is a very random post )

     Oops! I'm sorry that I haven't written a post in well, a long time! I've been so busy getting ready for school an deciding on colleges and all of that fun stuff when you grow up and become an adult. But don't you fret! I think I've finally decided on where I want to go! And I am so excited for what's to come! I just need to get my application and forms all filled out and then I will let you all know where I'm going and what I'm going into! (Hint: it's not in the US) 

     MORE exciting news! I'm going to a concert in November! (Whoop!) I'm excited to announce that I am going to the 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER concert at the Forum on November 15, 2014!! (LA, CALIFORNIA) I honestly don't think I've been this excited for a concert in my life! For those of you who don't know who this amazing band is let me elaborate for you -

There are four boys from Sydney, Australia . Their names are Ashton, Michael, Luke, and Calum. They are not a boy band, so don't worry about that! A lot of their influences are GreenDay, Blink-182, and things along those lines! I am completely in love with them! (Luke is favorite, shhh!) When I first found these four boys, I couldn't believe my eyes, they were amazing even when they were fairly young! I saw them on YouTube a few years ago! And boy, and I glad I did! They make such good music and are hilarious! And I cannot wait until November when I finally get to see them in concert and *fingers crossed* get to meet them! That would defiantly be a dream come true to say the least.

      I want to say all the exciting things I have planned for after this year. But I don't want to jinx is or anything so for now I will keep it to myself! If I do get accepting to where I want to go and study at I would be in a different country for three whole years! Which to be honest would be absolutely amazing and I probably wouldn't want to leave after that!  Can you imagine me getting up and leaving quaint little Utah for three years! This has been my dream for the longest time I never want to stay here forever, I've always wanted to go and experience things. And live my life to where I can tell all these exciting stories of where I've been and what I've done. Even if I don't get accepted into the university I am still planning on moving to this place anyway. 

     My problem is that if I go to this country I won't come home. I know myself to well. I know I will fall In love with this country and the things they do and everything about the place, and the people. And that is scary to say the least I shouldn't be willing to drop everything and buy a plane ticket at 17. Most girls my age just want a boyfriend or more clothes. I just want to get an go and not tell anyone where I am going. I want to be able to find myself and have fun. And if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't care I don't want someone that will hold me back from experiencing things. I want to be able to go somewhere without worrying about what *he* would think or having him call/text me constantly. I want to go and have fun with no worries. So with or without someone I am going and I'm not telling anyone ( well, maybe besides my family :) ) Will anyone care once I leave? Who will call worried that I'm gone? Who will just forget about me until I come home (if I do) ? These are the questions I ask myself whenever I plan more for this trip. Which by the way I have ha planned since I was in the eighth grade. 

   My question to you is, What would you do if you weren't afraid of what was to come or what people would think of you? Where would you go if you had the chance to get up and go without anyone? 

SUMMER

The summer has finally arrive and maybe just maybe I will find sometime to actually find some time to blog. I haven't had any time to write this year. So I will truly try to write this summer! HAVE A GREAT ONE!

Review!

I have been thinking so much lately.. I can't keep focus without going insane. Anyway enough about me.
    The Fault In Our Stars: wow! All I can say is Wow! It was such an amazing book, I could read it over and over again. It was so inspirational. I high suggest reading it.
    I actually had   a lot more to say I just can't keep my thoughts straight. So until next time:
Thanks for reading!
MariahLee.xxx.