Well I'm a failure.

I am a failure at blogging. I AM MAJORLY FAILING. I'm sorry. I really am I just get distracted and well I guess you guys would get it. Life is so busy and I can't find the time to do anything. 

I promise that I would talk about the 5 seconds of summer concert at the forum in California. And I will do that right now... to start off let's just say it was simply .. AMAZING. I was having the time of my life, singing and dancing to all of the songs. And yes.. They are real! Crazy to think that they were so close to me.. Still wish I could have met them because let's be honest who wouldn't want to. I bet you are all thinking the same thing. " I bet she thought she had a chance with them" And to be honest I did and still do. How can you not, I mean yes they are celebrities and have girls throwing themselves at them but still that slight slight chance that he could think I'm the one for him. The what ifs in life are very hard to decide for me.. Do I go with te what ifs or not? I guess we will have to see.  Anyway back to the concert.. I was planning on meeting some of my friends from twitter but with the crowds and everything I couldn't find them nor would my anxiety let with the large crowds. Though I didn't let anxiety rule my life because this is something I had wanted for months.. I wasn't going to let it ruin my night. I got to enjoy the music and enjoy to view (lol) it I was so happy I couldn't keep the smile off my face for weeks! There is just something tht band does to me. When I'm feeling down and no in can help me or understands I can put them on and block out the world. And be able to get back to my normal self. 

It amazes me how much music and bands can affect my life. Well I will rudely try and blog more.. 

Bye for now.

XOXO Mariah 

Ps.. I'm going to an ALL TIME LOW CONCERT IN MAY.