Thinking about life.

        I know as girls we are all waiting for that fairy tale ending.. Or at least that Prince Charming comes and sweeps you off your feet. As young girls we plan our wedding and plan how our life will end up. But in reality that doesn't always happen.. But you can make anything happen in your life as long as you put forward an effort. But even I want Prince Charming to come sweep me off my feet. And who knows they could be one of my best friends or I haven't even met him yet. You just have to open yourself to new things and opportunities because then you'll be able to meet new people and learn new experiences.

         You get to a point in your life where nothing make sense. You don't know why someone doesn't talk to you or why you haven't had your first kiss, or anything like that. And everything is just so confusing, everything is going a million miles per hour. You don't know who you are anymore. You feel like your just there and no one cares about what your going to do with your life. But, that's when you need to find someone who will be there through thick and thin. Who won't give up on you no matter how much of a brat you are to them. ( ha ha ) .

        It's hard enough being a teenager but when you throw in having crushes on boy's that you know will never like you back to school and homework. I think that hardest thing is having crushes on someone or " liking " them. Because everything is so secretive and you never actually know what is true or not. Even if someone asks them and they say no.. or whatever. You never actually know that truth. They could have a crush on you but are to afraid to admit it. Or maybe you're close to them and they are confused or maybe his friends don't think he should have a crush on you. * Popular and non-popular.* So what do you do? Do you just wait until someone comes? Or do you go and find someone and put yourself out there? You'll just have to decide that on your own. But you can't wait forever.
 
         We will all have those days where you just want to curl up in a ball and cry because your whole life feels like it is falling apart and don't think anything will get better. And other days it feels like you're on top of the world and nothing can bring you down. We will all have those days, but when your having what feels like the worst day of your entire life, just remember it's not. There will always will be someone who can brighten your day. With a simple conversation or a whole day of just you and them.

        And finally since this was just supposed to be a short little post it's turned in to a super long one. You shouldn't have your life completely planned something should be a surprise I think that is what makes life so exciting not knowing entirely whats going to happen next. For all I know I could meet the man of my dreams tomorrow, or maybe I already no him I just haven't realized we would be perfect together. Life is what you make it. So make your life the way you want it. Because you're not going to be here forever.
Thanks for reading.

Mariah Lee. xxx.